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For those who see the horizon. Part of 1

Necessary preface.

Being a co-author and personal editor of the author and foreseeing some perplexity, I take some responsibility for the following definition. These are two stories about the war. Not about ordinary war, despite the fact that Comrade Colonel fought enough in his life. On a quiet and personal war. Which can happen to each of us. It happened in our little world. The last two months have not been easy, but, in the language of the military, we have repelled the first blow and are conducting offensive actions in all directions. And the victory will be ours. I really hope for it.

And the observations made by the author, being within the walls of a very specific institution, are not just interesting.

Those who now, after reading the title, indignantly think about how cancer patients have to do with defense issues and in general to the Military Review edition, let me say at once: the most direct! Healthcare for defense means nothing less than weapons production or patriotic education. And maybe more.

Now about the title of the article itself. It is just that human thought is arranged in such a way that the questions of life expectancy, departure from life are always there, beyond the horizon. None of the readers wakes up with the thought of how much he has left. Everyone has plans for today and beyond. Everyone just knows that life is not eternal. Sometime his moon will rise. But while it is beyond the horizon. While the sun is shining. And the horizon of this far. So far that it is impossible to reach.

But it also happens that the horizon itself is approaching man. And a man suddenly realizes that the moon can rise at any moment. Maybe today, maybe tomorrow, and maybe many years later. But the horizon is here. You can touch it with your hand, or, as in my case, see in the picture.

Therefore, publications of this kind are most often written by older people. A sort of instructions to young silly from a wise old man. Young people believe that everything will be fine. Believes to the last. Declare victory over cancer ... And then quietly go.

I do not belong to the youth. Rather, the man is very mature. But for me, the diagnosis was a surprise. How? I have so many plans. So many things left unfinished. So many people are not told about their love, friendship, respect. I did not write about many interesting things.

I often played Russian roulette with a lady with a scythe in this life. So now I will play. My horizon may be much closer than most readers, but I'm on this side for now. And the sun was not replaced by the moon.

Until yesterday, I was a patient of the Clinical Oncologic Dispensary. Behind operation on the right lung. Behind the day of resuscitation. Behind the cyber soldier costume, when the tubes and hoses are mixed with adhesive tape across the chest. Behind the constant help of a vacuum pump for pumping fluid from the lungs.

Ahead? Waiting for further fate. The choice of treatment tactics, test results. Ahead is a big fight with a strong and cruel opponent.

But today I would like to talk about those with whom I had to be in the same trench. About the patients.

In the life of any person there are events that, if not turn life, then thoroughly shake it. And such an event in all patients was a diagnosis made by an oncologist. With all the fears, with snot of relatives and friends, with the hope of error. Then meeting with other doctors. Those who the hell is not a brother. Reckless but surprisingly professional surgeons in their field. With nurses with such a soft iron grip that pit bulls would envy. And at the same time, with the performance of an ant.

During the first three days of treatment, I went through all stages of the birth of an cancer patient.

The first, the most difficult, is to believe what happened. And it happened to you. Probably everyone who has been in such hospitals, they pray in their hearts - God forbid! However, the same thoughts are born in the TB dispensaries, in institutions where AIDS is treated. And our heads laid only one thought. From there, only one road. And this is the last road.

It is with such thoughts that you appear in the waiting room. And there ... Vanity. Someone gives up things. Someone does not give up. Nurses pick up the crew in the next elevator. And not a single mourning person. You know, the paratroopers will understand me better, the state as before a night jump. When the wind is not so, then the board is somewhere stuck, then some other reason. And you sit on the airfield with the only thought: when is it in the sky? And the body for some reason, with short breaks, requires the fulfillment of a small need. Would already be sooner.

The way back, the opportunity to "celebrate a coward" is blocked by a complete female lifter. Which in turn closes the elevator doors, cutting off the possibility of retreat.

The next stage of "birth" - familiarity with partners. Here you immediately see the harsh truth of life. Bald heads of "chemists", tubes and catheters that stick out of the bodies in places completely unsuitable for this. Bandages. "Petrol" on the veins.

And along the corridor, as trains in the subway, carry gurneys. In one direction with those who still have to, in the other - with those who have already passed this round of trials. There are lost people. But on weekdays they are surprisingly few. Sit in wards like snails in shells. Dim look, doom. By the way, this condition occurs for many in the most terrible days of the week - the weekend. The situation in the department then resembles a really graveyard one.

But mostly the sick live. And they want to live. Even the most hopeless, with a 4 degree, live. Probably because they believe in their horizon.

A normal, not sick, man is in a hurry to live too. Each of you. But awareness of the range of the horizon allows you to hurry, without haste. I did not have time today, I will have time tomorrow. Our horizon sharply limits this time. Yes, and the scope of outstanding cases significantly narrows. Horizon eliminates the very concept of small matters. All matters are important!

It is important to tell your beloved about your love and happiness that she brought into your life. It is important to teach your son not to be a rag and a slug. It is important to call some Aunt Mote, who has not seen 20 years. It is important to talk with friends.

It is very interesting to observe the attitude to treatment. People really get treated. Even when they know that it is useless. Everyone understands here - treatment is a struggle for an extra hour, a day, a week of life. Those who stop fighting are leaving. There are almost no simulators here. Came to be treated - agreed to fight. So get well and fight. It is necessary to undergo a painful procedure - go through. Prick "hot" - be pricked.

One of the difficult moments, oddly enough, for many is a meeting with relatives. These meetings are waiting and ... afraid. Firstly, questioning. Tears on eyes. Stretched smiles. Thinking about all these "systems" sticking out of t-shirts. And ... wishes to hold on. To whom? Us? We do not need to convince. Rather, it is necessary to relatives. For them, this blow is not a lesser force. We have learned well where we are and why.

Secondly, attempts to hide the difficulties arising from our illness. It is clear that the transfer with the products and all kinds of medical products cost money. And decent. And our most dear, most beloved have everything in order, no problem.

There is also a third. It is strange to write, but it is mysticism. Or attempts to connect the mystical phenomena with our disease. I will give an example from personal experience.

My dog, the smartest dog of the Sheltie breed, stayed with his wife. And he felt quite comfortable. All love for me was transferred to the soul of a dog. And, accordingly, all the talk, food. Sanatorium, and only. After the operation I got into intensive care and “woke up” only in the morning of the next day. And it was precisely this morning that my dog ​​gave a mourning song at home. Worn with howling around the apartment, did not let anyone to him. And like a wolf howled at the moon. And tears poured from her eyes.

Wife told about it. Imagine her condition? Arrived, so to speak, to say goodbye. But an hour later the dog calmed down. As if nothing had happened. But the telephone receiver was already red-hot from calls. All relatives were harassing the reference clinic. Until you heard the everyday - a state of moderate severity, resuscitation.

Maybe the animals really see the soul? But I, old and mossy already materialist, do not really believe in it. Probably something else was on the dog's mind. But, on the other hand, and my wife believe. She was not even aware of the operation.

The common misfortune brings together much faster than the common joy. And destroys any and all social framework. So in the smoking room, as the doctors do not struggle with this evil, even in the "pulmonary" department, peacefully, and most importantly, understanding each other, speak "painted" camp authority and a university teacher, a simple village man and army officer, director of something there and a simple hard worker. Everyone is equal.

Interestingly, the themes are quite everyday. How to insulate the house. Where to go fishing. Where and what mushrooms were this year. I literally just witnessed a conversation between a strong rural owner and a typical city dweller. Both, to put it mildly, in these systems are "stump stump". But they were talking so enthusiastically that we already heard.

By the way, I even noticed some changes in my conversations. All his life he made decisions himself and defended them to the end. Even then, when it was clear that "nakosyachil." And here, I began to listen to the interlocutor. I began to engage in dialogue. Not two, three, five monologues, as before. Namely dialogue. Disappeared categorical "I know" or "I am sure." Why? I do not know. Yes, and I do not want to know. Just like that here.

And we have very little pity for small children. The fact is that the floor below is the chemotherapy department. "Barber", as we say. And there are not only adults, but also very young children. Just start walking.

It is difficult to write about a one-year-old or slightly older child who is treated with chemistry. It is even harder to write about dad visits for such children. Moms lie with them. The huge hall of the clinic, funny faces of dads, moms, grandfathers, grandmothers. Happy face baby. And everyone knows everything ...

Perhaps this is called to appreciate every moment of happiness. Appreciate and cherish.

Even completely on the horizon, our pity for these children. "We even lived. And they? For what reason?"

It may seem that this is "happiness for show". You know, it happens in humans. It is enough for them to seem what to be. Seem and all. If I were on the other side of the disease, I probably would have perceived these games and fun. But I'm on this side. And I understand that the show is not here. Yes, and parents do not care at all around. They are next to the baby. The baby is happy. This is the main thing. They live every second. It is raining - joy. Snow fell - joy. Even a pigeon that eats crumbs from a hand is a joy.

What impressions did I get in the first days of my stay in the “terrible” hospital? I will try to express in words the thoughts and feelings, what lives in the soul.

1. Here are people who are not going to die. Here are those who live. And he lives more honestly, faster and more fruitfully than the others.

2. We are not sick. We are different. Something happens to the body. No one knows why. And the norm that was established by the "majority of mankind" does not suit us.

3. Together with the body changes and the brain. We are more tolerant. We learned to forgive. We understand that even weakness is a human right.

4. Getting into the new reality, people are clearly divided into fighters and all-propalschiki. As in war. Wrestlers live, the rest live.

5. Even in the most cruel people, unprovoked sentimentality, kindness, love for everything around him wakes up.

These lines were written in that period when I was just looking at my new life. Now something has changed. And in the next, already written part, my story will be about those who treat.

Our government plans to reduce health care costs as well. I have not seen the documents, but reports of almost 35 billion rubles from medicine and education have already leaked to the press. So there was a thought about the very baby that he saw daily with his mother on a walk near the hospital building. And what is it for, gentlemen ministers?
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  1. Chertkov Oleg
    Chertkov Oleg 29 October 2015 05: 42
    Forces to you and sunrise every day for many years.
    1. Babr
      Babr 29 October 2015 06: 27
      "The fighters live, the rest live."
      You. Colonel
    2. Max_Bauder
      Max_Bauder 29 October 2015 10: 03
      Even in the most cruel people a hitherto untried sentimentality, kindness, love for everything around him wakes up.

      It seems to me that a person is born so ... with such love for everything, this is a part of God in us, the soul calls. Children from infancy are sincere and open, just growing up people become angry, treacherous and cynical, we are overcome by a demon, and become possessed, call for bad deeds, and often doing one way or another in life we ​​listen to him, rejecting God and his instructions about love for others people and the environment. But at the end of life, the demon leaves us, and before death everything rises in the true light, and we can only bitterly regret what we have done or vice versa what has not been done.

      God give you health author, and many years of life, now I think you are closer to God.
      1. Rus2012
        Rus2012 29 October 2015 11: 08
        Quote: Max_Bauder
        in us is a particle of God

        For those who see the horizon

        ... to the author - in fact, there is no horizon. If you reach, for each line that seemed to be a horizon, new horizons open up.
        It is only necessary to reach the intended points ...

        Write, it’s great for you ...

        Try to team up with your brothers because of illness, it helps a lot.
        It is one thing to be alone in "your case", it is quite another to work together together, exchanging their experiences, supporting each other. And most importantly, only they are able to understand and share common pain, luck and achievements ...

        And yet, we all encounter cancer are experiencing the same stages, knowing them helps a lot -
        "Cancer Psychotherapy"
        Russian translation of the book ״ Getting well again »
        Book author: Simonton C., Simonton S.

        We will live guys!
        1. domokl
          domokl 29 October 2015 14: 31
          Huh ... for tenh, who is far from the horizon it is so .. And who is close?
          1. Rus2012
            Rus2012 29 October 2015 21: 07
            Quote: domokl
            who is far from the horizon is it .. And who is close?

            ... the day of diagnosis is a milestone for many - Day Zero.
            Then comes Day + 1, + 2, + 3 and then ... weeks, months and years.
            Those. with each day we live, we get another day as a gift.
            And more so that nothing happens, nothing is scary ...

            We must learn to appreciate life in all its manifestations and accept it as it is. To be able to rejoice, to be optimistic and good in any situation. Try to give joy and bright feelings to others. To help the suffering to the best of their abilities and capabilities ...
  2. Fox
    Fox 29 October 2015 05: 42
    don’t panic the author. the main thing is ZhIVI. I have a 70-year-old boss, an oncology operation in 40 ... then 3. got out ... my grandson grows up (daughter-in-law died). just be strong. good luck.
    1. smershxnumx
      smershxnumx 29 October 2015 08: 00
      I already twice gave the ENEMY a "general battle" (the first time I considered that the victory was final) ... After the second victory, I am not sure that the ENEMY is completely defeated, but I am vigilantly watching that the enemy forces are not consolidated.
      And to life, yes, it became a completely different attitude. Every morning is a holiday.
      1. smershxnumx
        smershxnumx 29 October 2015 19: 56
        Alexander Staver! Answer in a "personal"! There is something to talk about ...
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  3. Armored optimist
    Armored optimist 29 October 2015 05: 46
    Perhaps the dog cried you to God. He listened to her cry and gave you more to live.
    1. oblako
      oblako 29 October 2015 06: 27
      But the truth is, who knows ... she sincerely requested ...
  4. svp67
    svp67 29 October 2015 05: 49
    Our government plans to reduce healthcare costs as well.
    Isn't it time to think about REDUCING spending on such a Government. Well, how much can IT torment itself and the people with their actions?

    And to the Author - you have already done a lot. not everyone will be able to keep their emotions, and most importantly, maintain composure. And at the expense of the "horizon", it is so good that it knows how to move for those who find the strength to move FORWARD. So, don't stop.
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    2. Azitral
      Azitral 29 October 2015 09: 03
      Monstrous. As they say: "Small money - maybe poverty, a small percentage is an ATTITUDE." 2,5% for healthcare. No comments needed. This is how the authorities care about the people. But they raised their salaries, loved ones, they did not hesitate. No shame - no conscience. I fundamentally, CATEGORALLY against the next revolution, we will not get out. But with the absolutely shameless power of the permanent EdR, something needs to be done. In addition to her lack of conscience, she is also depressingly mediocre, because with a normal approach, education and medicine (among other things!) Are excellent, highly profitable industries. Let's figure out something how to influence our government without any shocks.
  5. EFA
    EFA 29 October 2015 05: 52
    I completely agree with the fifth point, after visiting the brink, the philosophy of life changes. And yes, where does this sentiment come from, why? I don’t know, delving into myself I came to the conclusion that this is somewhat different, you just start to really appreciate the moment. Any moment of life.

    I wish the author a recovery and, most importantly, a spirit that, however, does not hold him, which means victory will be ours.
    1. Karabanov
      Karabanov 29 October 2015 10: 44
      Quote: EFA
      I wish the author a recovery and, most importantly, a spirit that, however, does not hold him, which means victory will be ours.

      I join your wishes.
      As for the value of life and its every moment, I recalled this parable:

      A monk walked along a path in the forest. Suddenly a tiger chased after him. The monk rushed away from him and jumped into the gorge. He rolls down the slope and sees another tiger waiting for him below. What to do? The monk clung to the thin twigs of a bush growing on a rock and hung over the abyss.

      But his misfortunes did not end: two small mice - one white, the other black, began to gnaw on the branches for which he was holding. The monk was completely sad.

      And suddenly I saw a strawberry growing on a rock in front of his nose. He held out his hand and began to eat it.

      And how delicious the berry was!
  6. EvgNik
    EvgNik 29 October 2015 06: 04
    How all this is familiar. I’m not just a patient, but in hospitals I had to lie down for various reasons. Everything is so, article +.
  7. Mercury
    Mercury 29 October 2015 06: 06
    Well, the dog is unlikely. But the fact that souls fly to familiar places of heaven before going to heaven or hell is not enough. Thousands. He flew but forgot, but if he remembered now he wouldn’t write that the materialist was begging for sins.
  8. ImPerts
    ImPerts 29 October 2015 06: 12
    Only fools learn from their mistakes ...
    So it turns out that there are very few smart people and I don’t belong to them)))
    Only afterwards you start to look at everything that is happening from a different point of view. And with age, such a skill manifests itself more and more often ...
  9. Reptiloid
    Reptiloid 29 October 2015 06: 13
    Thank you, Alexander, for writing about yourself. It so happened that, despite my younger age, I saw her many times for another reason. Doctors and health officials have my respect. So it happened by itself. Did God want to?
    Such thoughts - God gives a test of strength. To start an important big thing. God always gives strength and time - to fulfill it. When this is done, another thing to choose.
    About the healing of different people - I do not write, because. a lot of them.
    Good luck and great deeds!
  10. Mercury
    Mercury 29 October 2015 06: 14
    And everyone becomes kinder as their souls meet either with an angel or with God and they are given a chance to correct if there are mistakes. But not everyone remembers this meeting
  11. fa2998
    fa2998 29 October 2015 06: 29
    There are a lot of questions about the state’s internal policy and budget building. Why are 1,5 million for the treatment of children by viewers collected via SMS, while others rake out 15 million from the treasury for the Moscow logo? Evil is not enough! The author and the rest forum users health! hi
    1. RU-Officer
      RU-Officer 29 October 2015 08: 55
      I read it ... As I float out of the depths of my thoughts, I feel that my eyes are "in a wet place." Yes, old age is not a joy ... But - to the point.
      Why are 1,5 million spent on treatment of a child by viewers using SMS, while others are raking out 15 million from the treasury for the old logo of Moscow?

      Alas - to the point. As you wish - but at the beginning of everything there should be CONSCIENCE. Justice is also good, but it is more suited to society, and CONSCIENCE is purely personal, deep, only the SOUL is deeper. No matter how much you create fair laws, there is always at least one way to get around it or agree in an amicable way. But with CONSCIENCE - hell you can agree, because it is the last frontier on the path of preserving personality. The concept of CONSCIENCE comes with us from the distant depths of centuries, our ancestors have preserved our true culture at all times. And we - what? Have we become victims of a usurious ideology - "You have problems? Well, these are your problems!" My personal opinion: the national idea of ​​Russia already exists - to live according to CONSCIENCE.
      P.S. If someone reading an allergy to the word CONSCIENCE - get out into the gloom, we are not on the way. hi
  12. ML-334
    ML-334 29 October 2015 06: 43
    Of course, I would like to help everyone. Oncology is a retribution for the actions of ancestors and not only. Abortion, if the fetus was alive is equated with murder and you get breast cancer or something else. God exists, he is in us. I believe that God is MIND, he created a man in his likeness, rational. They say that the saint begs for one prayer, but we sinners need to pray a lot to remove the curse. Practice shows that, to the surprise of doctors, the patient is recovering. I wish everyone recovery and GOD'S BENEFIT.
    1. Millibyte
      Millibyte 29 October 2015 08: 59
      What deeds ??? Service in the Waffen SS or as a warden in a concentration camp? What is the payback ??? For what??? After our first-born died "thanks" to the DPT vaccination and the developed oncology, I cursed God. And I have no regrets.
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    3. Azitral
      Azitral 29 October 2015 11: 19
      I can not agree. Now the cure (complete) of a number of tumors and leukemia, from which 7% survived ten years ago, now reaches 91-93. With us - like that. Well, before, did people sin more? And: the children are to blame for something? For the sins of the parents? In terms of collective responsibility? Then this is not a god, this is some kind of bully. I do not want to believe in him.
  13. sisa29
    sisa29 29 October 2015 06: 47
    The author of recovery and strength!
    Now we have been with my wife for a month with the same problem in Israel. Here they are very serious about diagnostics. His wife was examined a week before leaving for Israel in St. Petersburg in the sand, ultrasound and X-ray showed everything was normal. And then we checked on the scanner and found five metostases. And the reason is 15 years ago, a remote mole. The treatment here is fundamentally different from the Russian one, everything is cut with us, but here the primary tumor is interpreted and the metastases are not removed.
    A year ago, the Americans created a fundamentally new caitrud medicine, on the principle of not killing the tumor with chemistry, but changing immunity and the body begins to see and destroy the cancer itself. It was invented last summer and, due to very good results, was urgently approved for use in the United States, Germany and Izrail. Here they consider this medicine a revolutionary breakthrough. In our country, as usual, it is prohibited because it is not certified. The principle of treatment is a dropper every three weeks. Tomorrow's wife has the first dropper. And then go here every three weeks or .. Buy a medicine, but they can take it away at our customs house and a dropper in Russia will be legally delivered; nobody will be, the drug is not certified. And the medicine is very expensive for one dropper11600 dollars. But what if the prognosis of stage 4 melanoma in Russia is only 4-6 months and with virtually no chance. And here, albeit insanely expensive, but a chance. Although you can certainly wait until we have this medicine will pass all the certification for years so ???? But just not these years.
    1. vrach
      vrach 29 October 2015 13: 45
      Here is literally in the topic on "Expert" published an article on this topic.
      Sometimes one disease for the activation of the body's immunity wins the other. It sounds weird, but in fact this is exactly what happens.
    2. smershxnumx
      smershxnumx 29 October 2015 20: 06
      Well, I'll tell you ... After the second operation, neither pain nor swelling go away for three months (I can't sleep, I can't eat, etc., etc.). The doctor who operated said: "The operation is possible if there is no more tumor ... otherwise I will not operate ..." The examination was scheduled after 7 months (turn) ... I went to the cancer center in Turkey (for my own money) .. They did not find anything, BUT they were very surprised why they did the second, WELL, a VERY dangerous operation ... Everything could have been done with medication ...
      Later I learned that our oncologists receive money FOR OPERATIONS! And for the consultations - a penny!
      Tin !!! There are no words ... angry
      1. sisa29
        sisa29 29 October 2015 20: 45
        Here and here in Izrail they wonder why our wife’s hands cut out metostasis from the hands and instigated the growth of several nearby ones.
        And you health and strength !!!
  14. afdjhbn67
    afdjhbn67 29 October 2015 06: 50
    Health to the author, hold on ... I have a neighbor with a similar diagnosis, everyone has already been buried and cried, and he has been living for 7 years with one lung and sometimes will not give up one hundred grams, he just quit smoking .. good luck believe in yourself and loved ones, more positive for a good joke is better than a pill .. hi
  15. miv110
    miv110 29 October 2015 06: 54
    Really unexpected article on this site, but this was already here. There was an article on ozone therapy for a diabetic foot - a man with his own experience artificially discovered a method for treating diabetic complications and at the same time realized that it can be used in military field surgery. The most interesting thing is that I have a direct relationship to ozone therapy and the methodology used by the author of the article. The principle of treatment itself has been known for a long time (there are relevant patents) and tested in the field and in hospitals, but whether it has become staffed by the military is the question. In our work, we actively use it almost every day for cancer patients, including Continuing on the topic of this publication, I want to say that once again I am convinced that nothing happens by chance. Since the oncologist himself is directly involved in the problem of medical rehabilitation of cancer patients. The article is absolutely clear to me right down to the mystical aspects because if you look at life, incl. and on the disease as part of life, it’s not standard that it opens up some other truth that I had not seen before, although it was always before my eyes. As soon as you comprehend this, the opportunity arises to go out of the impasse called cancer. I will be glad if something will be useful to the author of this article or to someone else. You can contact through the mail of your personal account.
  16. Alexstrigin
    Alexstrigin 29 October 2015 07: 29
    May God give you strength and health!
  17. Barakuda
    Barakuda 29 October 2015 08: 08
    You need to understand where he sinned and when, to conclude, you can laugh at the disease. And the disease will recede.

    ps. Vegetorians practically do not get cancer, information for consideration ..
    And in general, the more drugs, the more diseases, did not think?
  18. V.ic
    V.ic 29 October 2015 08: 11
    Dear Alekandr Staver, I sincerely wish you to get well! My wife, the kingdom of heaven to her, "left" 2,5 months ago ... oncology, immediately diagnosed with stage 4, lasted almost a year. She did not live to see 57, only 18 days. What you briefly described is painfully familiar to me ... Once again, I wish you to recover !!!
  19. A1L9E4K9S
    A1L9E4K9S 29 October 2015 08: 13
    Our government plans to reduce healthcare costs as well. I did not see the documents, but reports of almost 35 billion rubles from medicine and education have already leaked to the press

    If it (the government) were ours, Russia would not be destroyed.
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    2. creak
      creak 29 October 2015 11: 42
      Quote: A1L9E4K9S
      Our government plans to reduce healthcare costs

      So this is a reduction in healthcare costs for the people - and those in power have their own medicine, clinics, any medications and the possibility of treatment abroad ...
      And in spite of any difficulties, they will always find money for their loved ones and they are not going to save on themselves, and kind children, as always, kind people will help ...
  20. Neophyte
    Neophyte 29 October 2015 09: 11
    Thinking article about everyone? And the comments of the participants are very out of place! Thanks to everyone who responded! This cup didn’t miss me, I’m out of place to talk about the diagnosis, but I live and already forgot that the 3 leading surgeons of the clinic categorically put 2-3 months. And 7 passed True, in the treatment of chemistry I was vigorous and in walking fast, I constantly told myself that all sores were healthy and were flying away into the Cosmos! I went 8th, I’m cheerful and frequent, I feel 40-50 years old, and I don’t have dumbbells make you bored! Mode and vigor in the soul and body is the main thing!
  21. Was mammoth
    Was mammoth 29 October 2015 09: 32
    I read it, and as it is written about me. No, I'm not a cancer patient. But my wife, my soul mate, is seriously and indiscriminately ill. My darling. Also not cancer patient. And I know how painful her death will be. And no doctor in the world can help her. And I can only, what is called by doctors, improve her "quality of life". And her illness changed me. I, a hot-tempered person, learned to restrain bouts of rage, even learned not to raise my voice, smile when I want something different ... I know about the disease, probably more than other doctors. And specific skills acquired. And sometimes he himself wants to die so as not to see suffering. There is such a "tired of living." But you have to live. And enjoy life. And smile.
    Now I know for sure that it’s not your own pain, not your own death that is terrible;
    People! Think about the article. Maybe you’ll become kinder and more tolerant of each other.
    Strength to you, A. Staver.
    PS And for what, gentlemen, ministers?
    Today about vacation news printed
  22. Vladimir
    Vladimir 29 October 2015 10: 11
    Touching, just a cry from the heart. I wish the author not to give up, find the will to live and everything will be fine. Good luck.
  23. aleksandrs95
    aleksandrs95 29 October 2015 10: 24
    Maybe I do, but I want Glazyev as a minister with a team. It becomes clear that without the Economy, the West cannot be defeated.
  24. Aleksander
    Aleksander 29 October 2015 10: 52
    Good luck, luck and hope to Alexander!
    And to surround and support relatives, friends and relatives.
    My mother and mother-in-law left cancer and I know very well that they really needed us.
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  26. Yuyuka
    Yuyuka 29 October 2015 11: 03
    It is impossible to read calmly ... also eyes in a wet place ... and not ashamed to say so. Not out of pity, but out of powerlessness to change something in your beloved Fatherland, when the courage and heroism of ordinary people saves either the country or individual people ... and up there ... the death of one is a tragedy, thousands of statistics (s)
    to the author of fortitude - he works miracles! Look how many friends you have! You are not alone! Live !!
  27. Wrongle
    Wrongle 29 October 2015 12: 19
    Who so thoughtlessly changed the title of the article? This makes the first sentence meaningless. After all, "For those who see the horizon" does not evoke any associations with oncology. And the author at that time writes: "To those who now, having read the title, indignantly think about what relation cancer patients have to defense issues and, in general, to the publication Voennoye Obozreniye ..."
  28. reut.sib
    reut.sib 29 October 2015 12: 47
    Until now, one type of droppers causes an unhealthy reaction, you remember nausea, terrible stomatitis, there is no smell, it is chemistry. But I still heard from the doctor: "You have a positive dynamics ..", THIS IS Alexander I wish you with all my heart! !
  29. Toyvo
    Toyvo 29 October 2015 13: 26
    Even in the most cruel people a hitherto untried sentimentality, kindness, love for everything around him wakes up.

    Cause of Cancer:

    Causes of diabetes, cancer, cardiovascular disease
  30. Vlad5307
    Vlad5307 29 October 2015 13: 46
    "Our government plans to reduce health care costs, including. I have not seen the documents, but reports of almost 35 billion rubles from medicine and education have already leaked to the press. So the idea of ​​the very kid whom I saw every day with my mother on a walk came up. near the hospital building. ”Why, gentlemen, ministers?
    Author Alekandr Staver "
    Well, what’s the reason — so that our liberal government could continue to sell hydrocarbons abroad, and with the proceeds to buy everything that is needed for their pleasure, but not to develop science, medicine and, most importantly, not to invest in the development of industry of their own country and on the basis of this, to develop all of the above! There is no need to trade in something that has been pumped out of the bowels of the mind and education, but working for the good of your people needs not only intelligence, but also conscience and honor, and this is exactly $ 1 in our governments!
  31. vladimirvn
    vladimirvn 29 October 2015 16: 14
    I had to see how courageously people behave after they announce the deadly diagnosis. It was a woman. Knowing that she had several months left, she spent all her strength on resolving the remaining issues. Calmly and with dignity, she lived the last days and left.
    .. "From observations of the reaction of patients after the announcement of the fatal diagnosis, Kuebler-Ross identified five stages:
    1. Denial. The patient cannot believe that this really happened to him.
    2. Anger. Resentment at the work of doctors, hatred of healthy people.
    3. Bidding. An attempt to make a deal with fate. Patients make a guess, let's say that they will recover if the coin falls by an eagle.
    4. Depression. Despair and horror, loss of interest in life.
    5. Acceptance. I have lived an interesting and fulfilling life. Now I can die . No more than 2% of people experience this stage. "..
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  32. Colonel
    Colonel 29 October 2015 19: 55
    Strongly written by a strong person. I don’t know, if God forbid, if I can.
  33. Reptiloid
    Reptiloid 29 October 2015 21: 22
    I’ll tell you about thoughts that may interest you, dear Alexander. When I began to write comments on VO, I found that I remember a lot about my life and about other socialist lives of other people, I remember other people's conversations, stories about life. I thought, that you need to somehow start writing about everything. And then everything is changing so quickly, and now some memories of mine amaze people, many already forget what I remember. Here you have already written about doctors.
    I really like Sophia’s sincere articles (or stories), she writes in the Military Archive. They are very kind, sad, but with a quiet smile. Maybe they will lead you to some thoughts.