Death Chimera. Repentance
Instead of trying to negotiate, they started killing us. They called us separatists, not even trying to listen to us. They recorded all of us as terrorists who can be killed for the glory of Ukraine.
Appointed enemies in our own land!
We were identified as dumb, powerless slaves in our own country.
And I look at some of the people around me and I understand. They accepted this role. And ready to be slaves, if only everything was as before. If only there was no war ...
During these years, Ukrainian Nazism independently destroyed all love and respect for Ukrainian traditions, language, culture and state.
These hateful embroidered shirts, Cossacks, Tripoli, Bandera and Shukhevychs, invented lying story.
This is a ridiculous ugliness that was slipped into Russian, instead of their real language, history and culture.
And we took it! We were even forced to feel guilty that we didn’t love the singing MOV and Ukraine very much. They made us feel guilty for being Russian. That we cling to our Great Past Great Country, of which we were proud. What we scoops and cattle.
We also have children stolen. Mind them brains and making them soulless evil dolls. And now Russian children shout Glory to Ukraine and burn people alive, taking it all on video, and posting on the net to get likes. Pain. Shame.
The evil that has happened in recent months cannot be justified by anything. We ourselves contributed to this, with our cowardly non-resistance, indifference, the hope that this will not affect us. His naive adolescent idealism, and suddenly it will be better.
And from the realization of this becomes unclean on the soul. The blame for everything Ukraine has done lies with us.
We need to take responsibility for ourselves. And correct all that we have done.
No one but us is guilty of this position, neither Russia nor the West.
And no one will save us from ourselves.
The only chance to survive and change something lies with us. Only we personally can choose our destiny.
Destroy the Nazis, destroy this state, destroy all these oligarchs, corrupt officials, politicians and the SBU.
This is the only way to atone for guilt before God, history, and the future. And then we will have a chance for salvation.
We are waiting for terrible dark times. This is inevitable. It is inevitable. And the stronger the Russian faith will be in us, the faster we will go through this hell, called Ukraine.
Ukraine is the ugly chimera that ruined our lives. Turned us into cowardly brutes, and our children into brainless bloodthirsty bastards. She has no future.
Ukraine was fed by the souls of the Russian people, by their blood and labor, due to which it was kept for all these years.
And now, in her agony, she is trying to take with her as many of our lives as possible.
But what about the Motherland?
It is necessary to separate two simple concepts. Small and Large Homeland.
Small homeland, this is the place where you were born and live. You need to truly love her. It `s naturally. But every Russian has a single Big Motherland - and this is Russia.
Political technologists in Ukraine succeeded in replacing the concept of the Great Motherland Russia by the small Motherland Ukraine.
And counter them. Face them. Make the pick. This terrible lie imposed on the Russian Ukrainians.
If you speak Russian, think Russian, then you are Russian and it does not matter who your ancestors are. And you have one big Motherland - this is Russia!
And most of all it is a shame, for those Russians who shout Glory to Ukraine and think that from this they became Ukrainians. No, you just became traitors.
To the cries of Glory to Ukraine, more than 50 people were burned alive in Odessa.
And in this flame everything that connected me with the Ukrainians and Ukraine burned down. For me, there are no more states of Ukraine.
I will never be Ukrainian again. I am Russian! I will use all my strength to destroy and erase this ugly, false surrogate state of Ukraine forever!
- Andrey Avramenko, Kharkiv